talk about dull

um... REALLY? you are really asking me if he can come? what am i suppose to say??

and you really asked him to go this weekend?? yes i understand i will be staying at your place and i am grateful, but you've got to be kidding me. what are you trying to do, make it as awkward as you possibly can?

i really thought you understood. but you dont get it at all, do you?

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cousin

my cousin is stupid, i cant believe we are related.



何でアタシのいとこはそんなにうるさいの？？

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here she is again

this is the second post this month about her. i cant seem to get her out of my mind. really, how pathetic.

so obvious that she has moved pass this. so obvious that she doesnt think much of me. plus, i was the one who stopped talking to her. how pathetic.

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japan trip

i have made a list of things i want to do, places i want to visit in japan. hopefully by the end of the trip i will be able to cross out all of them ^-^



tokyo

tokyo disneyland

sanrio puroland

shibuya

shinjuku

harajuku

roppongi

akihabara

ginza

neko cafe

maid cafe

tokyo tower

imperial palace

condom store

night club

giant gundan



kyoto

nijo castle

kyoto tower

kiyomitsutera

sanjusangendo

gion

take pictures with geisha

gion matsuri

kyoto imperial palace

kinkakuji

fushimi inari shrine



Nara

todaiji temple

isuien

nara park



oosaka

oosaka castle

eat okonomiyaki

eat takoyaki



fukushima

visit louis relatives



niigata

enmaichi matsuri

visit louis relatives



nikko

toshogu shrine

visit louis relatives



things to do

eat ramen

eat sushi

eat oden

eat curry

eat horse..?

eat mos burger

eat at a shinbashi

play pachinko

visit an onsen

visit a sento

stay at a ryokan

stay at a capsule hotel

see a love hotel..?

buy a yukata and zori

buy a kokeshi doll

visit a 7/11

shop at a department store

shop at 100 yen shop

take purikura

go to the beach



the list is long... im afraid that i will run out of money before i come back to the states >-<

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bling bling

this is my dream ring. princess cut center stone. im sure it costs a lot of money, but a girl can always dream right?









欲しいわ〜　♡


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window farm

when i have a house, i want to do this!





yes, its a window farm! i want to do this not because im a tree hugger or environmentalist, i just think its cute <3

of course, louis will have to help me with this project. i cant do the drilling and hanging and all that jazz all by myself~!

well.. actually, the point of window farm is for people who live in apartments without a yard, but i cant imagine putting something like that in an apartment... not in my apartment at least. so im saving this til i have a house.


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hair cut

ever seen little girls cutting their own bangs with a pair of dull scissors in movies? i guess i still have the little girl in me.

yeah... it was spur of the moment. and no it did not turn out ok... i just hope that it will grow back before graduation....



もう２２才だよ！

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Drosophila melanogaster

name of some genes in the common fruit fly, Drosophila melanogaster. how can you NOT want to do research in them? *cough SARAH PALIN cough*

anachronism, armadillo, baboon, bag of marbles, bagpipe, bazooka, beaten path, brahma, brainiac, breathless, bric à brac, Bride of sevenless, buttonhea, cactus, canoe, cap'n'collar, capricious, capulet, castor, chickadee, chiffon, Cleopatra, clootie dumpling, clueless, cockeye, crocodile, currant bun, dacapo, dachshund, daughters against decapentaplegic, deadpan, dead ringer, dissatisfaction, dodo, double parked, double-time, dreadlocks, drifter, dunce, eagle, 18 wheeler, escargot, exuperantia, faint, sausage, fizzy related, frayed, frazzled, frizzled, gammy legs, Genghis Kahn, gleeful, glass bottom boat, gluon, gooseberry, groucho, Grunge, gypsy, half pint, hamlet, headcase, hedgehog, highwire, hindsight, hobo, homeless, hopscotch, hunchback, Indy ,inebriated, inscuteable, jelly belly, karst, kayak, klumpfuss, knirps, ladybird early, ladybird late, lame duck, lava lamp, lethal of scute, lilliputian, lozenge, lush, senseless, males absent on the first, mastermind, Medea, Merlin, methuselah, mothers against decapentaplegic, myoblast city, nautilus, nemo, okra, pangolin, pavarotti, pollux, polo, prospero, puckered, pumilio, quick-to-court, reaper, Relish, rolling pebbles, roundabout, rutabaga, salvador, saxophone, schnurri, scribbled, scribbler, sequoia, Seven in absentia, seven up, shaggy, short stop, shotgun, shutdown, shuttle craft, sickle, skittles, slingshot, slipper, slouch, slowpoke, smaug, Smurfl, snafu, splat, spinster, split ends, squid, stardust, starry night, heartbroken, Strawberry notch, takeout, tango, teashirt, tinman, tipsy, tolkin, torpedo, tribbles, Van Gogh, windbeutel, wishful thinking, Yippee, ypsilon schachtel, zipper


this is why im a biology major.

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job search

its frustrating.

i want to stay in austin. i definitely dont want to move back home. but its so hard to find a job right now. i send out resumes to several places, but nothing so far.

i know i need to keep looking, but its so, so frustrating.

どうしたらいいでしょうか。。。

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girl friend

i am horrible when it comes to girl friends.

my first "best friend" was a classmate in elementary school. we talked, hung out, and did all the things little girls do.

then i moved to new york

then i met a girl who was really up front about wanting to by my good friend. so we became friends, until i moved away again.

in houston, i had a couple close friends. one moved away, then other.

its hard to stay close when im physically far apart from them. they are not in my life, they dont know what im going through. i dont know what they are going through either. doesnt matter how hard we try to stay connected, inevitably we drift apart.

then i made it to college.

i never had a really close friend in college. though i do have several good friends, its not the same.

the girl friend i want is someone i can feel comfortable to goof around with. do things i like, do things she likes, talk, hang, and just be together. sounds like every other girl on the street, but for some reason such friend is hard to find.

i thought i found one, close to the end of my college years.

just when i thought a new "best friendship" was developing, it was already ending. you didnt trust me enough to tell me what you really thought. i wasnt important enough for you to inform me that you are dating him. i wasnt needed anymore after you had him.

i was so hurt. it felt like you betrayed our friendship. or were we ever friends?

it seems like our friendship was build on a lie. i dont know if i even know you.

i started avoiding you. do you really not know the reason? i havent talked to you at all. yet you are constantly on my mind.

so pathetic.

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