graduated

i graduated.

as i was standing in line waiting for the procession, i felt like it was all a dream. like i can just open my eyes in the morning and its all just a dream. im still just a freshman in college, 4 years ahead of me. 4 blank years filled with possibilities.

no. this is not a dream. 4 years really past by already. they are no longer 4 blank years, but 4 years of history i have already written.

i wish i had another chance to do it all over again. i wish i could do more, do better. i want to wear all the different color cords and medals on graduation day. i want to have a secured path ahead of me. i want to have 4.0 GPA like so many people do. i have to graduate with honors. i want to know what the next step is. i want to know where i will be next year. but i can only open eyes. its not a dream. its reality.

so i guess there are regrets. but i cant go back, i can only move on.



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