DotA

I have hit a all time low with DotA.

he plays it every. single. day.

yes i understand that he goes to class in the morning, goes to work in the afternoon, comes home tired in the evening, still has to exercise, then dinner. so he needs to relax. yes i can understand how video games can be relaxing. it can be even more addicting.

not saying that he cant play DotA, but there are other ways to relax and unwind after a long day. is it REALLY necessary to play it everyday???? EVERY FUCKING DAY? yeah ok weekdays hes tired and he wants to play. well what about weekends? what does he say about weekends? oh its the weekend and so and so is here so we want to play.

f.m.l.

he complains that i also play games. yes, i play www.transformice.com/en. why do i play? because im fucking bored and my boyfriend rather spend time playing DotA with his friends than spending time with me.

so. why is this bothering NOW? why the all time low NOW? because this weekend, im away from him. now, remember, he plays this when im there. fine, ok, im there in the same room, even tho his not talking to me, hes still there to (sorta) keep me company (i guess..). so now im not there, does anything change? No.

now im not there, he says, you are not even here, why cant i play??

um.. thats because he cant talk to on the phone (earlier the same day, "sorry im playing DotA i will call you later"), and he cant talk to me online. i thought, if im not there, we should give more effort to communicate and be closer. but, apparently thats not the case.

why cant he play when im not even there? thats not the issue. he plays regardless of where i am. today, he just showed me CLEARLY that DotA, a fucking computer game, is more important than spending time with me.

... and we are suppose to try having a long distance relationship..? yeah, good luck with that. how about, he dates DotA, and im out.

im not saying, its either DotA or me. i just cant get over how he denies hes addicted, but chooses DotA over me day after day, regardless of where i am. im so tired of his shit.


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