support

one thing i regret is that i wasnt enough of a friend to support you. thats what being a good friend is, right? to support each other through life's ups and downs. to support each other's decision, to support the outcome of each decision.

i knew this. ive always known this. i heard the voice in the back of my head. i just wasnt supportive enough, strong enough to put down my own judgmental opinions to support what you have chosen for yourself. if i was a true friend, i shouldve given you my honest opinion, then supported you for whatever you choose. instead of leaving you behind when things dont go my way. how selfish of me.

this is why, from now on, i want to support you. i want to be there with you no matter what you decide to do. i want to give you my honest opinion. i dont want you to feel that you are obligated to share everything with me, because i know there are tender spots, dark moments, gentle times that you want to keep to yourself. and that is ok. because i love you.

ずっとずっと、君を支えるよ

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