2:10am

2:10am. late friday night, or should i say early saturday morning, i was woken up by lumi's cries. screaming on top of his lungs.

i jumped out of my bed, yelling "what happened!?", and completely disoriented. my brother replied, "i didnt see him". then i saw lumi running towards my bed. my brother walked away like nothing happened.

really? "i didnt see him"? sure, i can believe that. but, "i didnt see him." and thats it? no "is he ok"? or "im sorry"? i have no idea if he just simply stumbled on him and startled him, or if he actually stepped on him and really hurt him. it was just, "i didnt see him".

lumi smelled like rotten fish and was licking his butt profusely. he looked stressed, he panted heavier than usual. he had discharged his anal gland, which only happens when he is extremely scared.

... "i didnt see him" does not suffice.




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